背包
那天,收音机播着陈亦迅的“你的背包“,
天啊!“你的背包” 勾起了太多太多的memories!
中学的回忆,仿佛从失落的碎片拼成电影、短片。
原来,一直陪着我成长的是陈亦迅!
想起,那纯真的友情。
想起,当时那爱向朋友倾诉心事的我。
骑脚踏车去,那熟悉的公园。
还有,我那“背包“。My bag! So Dirty!
听着“你的背包“不知不觉竟热泪满眶。
怀念的是,毫无保留的去帮朋友。
和畅谈心事。
上了大学,朋友都没了。还好部落格让我随心所欲地写下那心情。
已经不爱向朋友倾诉心事了。
有时觉得一些friends,根本都没兴趣听下去。白痴的我!Stupid!
结果嘛,什么都收在心里。满满的!慢慢地越来越emo。
我说啊!当我们不再保有孩子的纯真时,
青春、欢笑、自由和梦想也就远离了!Disappeared!
我们彼此责怪、憎恨、斗争。
是我们的平庸、冷漠、虚伪、贪念让生命变成了一连串失去纯真的过程。
有时,真的很诚恳地帮朋友,却引来了很多不满。有完没完的!Never-ending.
做太多了。太多余了!Useless! STOP IT! 我不干了!
好像变得越来越离群了、好像有点自闭。
所以。刺青!让这tattoo永远的提醒我。无论如何都不要失去对人的纯真、诚恳。
还有!我不能放弃我的梦想。
天啊!“你的背包” 勾起了太多太多的memories!
中学的回忆,仿佛从失落的碎片拼成电影、短片。
原来,一直陪着我成长的是陈亦迅!
想起,那纯真的友情。
想起,当时那爱向朋友倾诉心事的我。
骑脚踏车去,那熟悉的公园。
还有,我那“背包“。My bag! So Dirty!
听着“你的背包“不知不觉竟热泪满眶。
怀念的是,毫无保留的去帮朋友。
和畅谈心事。
上了大学,朋友都没了。还好部落格让我随心所欲地写下那心情。
已经不爱向朋友倾诉心事了。
有时觉得一些friends,根本都没兴趣听下去。白痴的我!Stupid!
结果嘛,什么都收在心里。满满的!慢慢地越来越emo。
我说啊!当我们不再保有孩子的纯真时,
青春、欢笑、自由和梦想也就远离了!Disappeared!
我们彼此责怪、憎恨、斗争。
是我们的平庸、冷漠、虚伪、贪念让生命变成了一连串失去纯真的过程。
有时,真的很诚恳地帮朋友,却引来了很多不满。有完没完的!Never-ending.
做太多了。太多余了!Useless! STOP IT! 我不干了!
好像变得越来越离群了、好像有点自闭。
所以。刺青!让这tattoo永远的提醒我。无论如何都不要失去对人的纯真、诚恳。
还有!我不能放弃我的梦想。
an Ecstatic Analog Weekend with Canon Prima 105
it was a weekend of massive analog! i brought 3 analog cameras back home, and my dad was dazed! appreciate a friend who was so kind and borrow me the Caption Camera over the weekend! it was awesome!!! but the shop cropped out the captions! =(
thanks for a dad who'd been so supportive in things i do. he brought me back to his hometown, visiting my grandma, and checking out his newly bought land! also, to test out the camera with expired film!
++
P/S:
being looking through my shots over the years, it was really bad. i can't even grab on and hold still the fundamental photography. Fuck off JW! you suck!
thanks for a dad who'd been so supportive in things i do. he brought me back to his hometown, visiting my grandma, and checking out his newly bought land! also, to test out the camera with expired film!
++
P/S:
being looking through my shots over the years, it was really bad. i can't even grab on and hold still the fundamental photography. Fuck off JW! you suck!
It's MIFA 2010!!!
Good style; Bad style. Fashion is a big part of everybody's life ever since the creation of clothing, styles interpret through Photography and Videography. and with Marketing, it will make sure the trend goes wild!
Fashion Designers contented to be amongst the best! It is indeed a cruel industry. Friends or Foes? Safeguarding or Betrayal? That's what fashion designers have to deal with everyday, perhaps sometimes during the sleep too?! Madness. the Strong Belief and Mentality pushes them defying the gravity! Salute!
MIFA had created a Platform on "Who's Next- Designer Search Contest", in conjunction with MIF-W. Am i Glad to get some connection into MIF-W on the second day, and i was on the media podium! for once! =)
it kicks start with "Islamic Fashion Festival" in the morning, and the main show follows in the afternoon, the Designer Search Judging Contest!
Despite a Clear deviation of Good Design and Bad Design, the result still on the hand Judges. I pray for Ultimate Fair and Square.
if you wish to view the full album Click HERE
Fashion Designers contented to be amongst the best! It is indeed a cruel industry. Friends or Foes? Safeguarding or Betrayal? That's what fashion designers have to deal with everyday, perhaps sometimes during the sleep too?! Madness. the Strong Belief and Mentality pushes them defying the gravity! Salute!
MIFA had created a Platform on "Who's Next- Designer Search Contest", in conjunction with MIF-W. Am i Glad to get some connection into MIF-W on the second day, and i was on the media podium! for once! =)
it kicks start with "Islamic Fashion Festival" in the morning, and the main show follows in the afternoon, the Designer Search Judging Contest!
Despite a Clear deviation of Good Design and Bad Design, the result still on the hand Judges. I pray for Ultimate Fair and Square.
if you wish to view the full album Click HERE
My Dear Wimpy Diary
my Dear diary, when i first started the Chronicles in 2007, I believed it served as a purpose of working paper for my life in chronicles. So one day when i got old, it reminiscences my lost memories. I'd been a big fans of my own blog. I read it over and over again, because i think it's a damn good blog!
So, no colorful photographs to dress up this entry, it'll be plain HJW's thought about his recent messed up life. You still want to read on? Well, it's your choice. If you were bored to death because of this entry i won't be responsible for an effing thing! lalala~
How i messed up my life in 5 days? by breaking up with the woman i'd been love and care for the past 4 in a half years. My dear, the love doesn't stop here. When i was alone, i had a lot of reflections about our life. To be honest. We're preaching a different future. which i believe nobody would reckon with those kind of lifestyle that i'm pursuing. I planned to quit my job in few years time, after paying all these debts. i would live on undiscovered some where around the world, washing dishes or milking the cow. Better deal! Photographing! i would live on like Alexander the Super Tramp. May be publish a book journalizing my chronicles, i'll buy it! Should be good!
Let there be light my love, i wish you live on and prosper! Like Star Trek!
On the second day, i was musing about friendship. Friendship is very important to me. So, i made one of the biggest decision of my life, by doing something, other people would afraid to do. That's some unbearable childish mindset about the culture i lived on, people is afraid to speak out the naked truth because they want to please everyone. So Everybody Loves Raymond. i made it on a road less travelled. i pissed every inches of my friends off, well mostly. my secondary school friends. When everybody was turning my back, it was kinda, i mean devastated, but deep down within, i'm glad, at least i know i achieved what i planned. On surface, for everyone, i'd made a wrong decision, but what is right and wrong? you're right because you're doing what everybody did! And you're wrong! because you're doing something different than your culture would allow! Yes. i have no issue on lesbian or gay.
Let there be firmament between Light and Dark. Right and Wrong. If everyone thinks they are on the right side, then i'm wrong. As simple as that.
Third day. a big leap for my career, i was offered a second chance to be able to travel oversea, by being with the Global team. I declined. I know it's a wrong decision by turning that down. Because traveling is always the stuff i wanted to do! Obviously, i made a wrong decision. So what? If everybody wants to be big boss, let them be, i'll stays to be the servant. I don't mind if i wasn't rich, but i can't give up my stands. As always. I believed.
Let there be heaven and hell, if the world populated with 300 people and only 299 empty places in Heaven, I don't mind going to hell.
Fourth Day. again, i blew up a chance. a change to be venture in commercial photography. it only took me 7 second to declined the offer, i pick up photography because i love it. I Love the freedom in photography, not to please anybody. I stayed as a hobbyist, and no regret. also, because i'm no good in photography.
Let there be a strong will within yourself, sometimes you just need to hold on to it, especially your dream! no matter how many people told you it was wrong, remember that's always somebody out there backing you up secretly.
Fifth Day. I rested and enjoyed all the messes in my life. and here's some compliment for myself.
it's MIFA guys! Enjoy! i'm off home this weekend after 2 months of MIA. Enjoy your weekend! tk.
So, no colorful photographs to dress up this entry, it'll be plain HJW's thought about his recent messed up life. You still want to read on? Well, it's your choice. If you were bored to death because of this entry i won't be responsible for an effing thing! lalala~
How i messed up my life in 5 days? by breaking up with the woman i'd been love and care for the past 4 in a half years. My dear, the love doesn't stop here. When i was alone, i had a lot of reflections about our life. To be honest. We're preaching a different future. which i believe nobody would reckon with those kind of lifestyle that i'm pursuing. I planned to quit my job in few years time, after paying all these debts. i would live on undiscovered some where around the world, washing dishes or milking the cow. Better deal! Photographing! i would live on like Alexander the Super Tramp. May be publish a book journalizing my chronicles, i'll buy it! Should be good!
Let there be light my love, i wish you live on and prosper! Like Star Trek!
On the second day, i was musing about friendship. Friendship is very important to me. So, i made one of the biggest decision of my life, by doing something, other people would afraid to do. That's some unbearable childish mindset about the culture i lived on, people is afraid to speak out the naked truth because they want to please everyone. So Everybody Loves Raymond. i made it on a road less travelled. i pissed every inches of my friends off, well mostly. my secondary school friends. When everybody was turning my back, it was kinda, i mean devastated, but deep down within, i'm glad, at least i know i achieved what i planned. On surface, for everyone, i'd made a wrong decision, but what is right and wrong? you're right because you're doing what everybody did! And you're wrong! because you're doing something different than your culture would allow! Yes. i have no issue on lesbian or gay.
Let there be firmament between Light and Dark. Right and Wrong. If everyone thinks they are on the right side, then i'm wrong. As simple as that.
Third day. a big leap for my career, i was offered a second chance to be able to travel oversea, by being with the Global team. I declined. I know it's a wrong decision by turning that down. Because traveling is always the stuff i wanted to do! Obviously, i made a wrong decision. So what? If everybody wants to be big boss, let them be, i'll stays to be the servant. I don't mind if i wasn't rich, but i can't give up my stands. As always. I believed.
Let there be heaven and hell, if the world populated with 300 people and only 299 empty places in Heaven, I don't mind going to hell.
Fourth Day. again, i blew up a chance. a change to be venture in commercial photography. it only took me 7 second to declined the offer, i pick up photography because i love it. I Love the freedom in photography, not to please anybody. I stayed as a hobbyist, and no regret. also, because i'm no good in photography.
Let there be a strong will within yourself, sometimes you just need to hold on to it, especially your dream! no matter how many people told you it was wrong, remember that's always somebody out there backing you up secretly.
Fifth Day. I rested and enjoyed all the messes in my life. and here's some compliment for myself.
it's MIFA guys! Enjoy! i'm off home this weekend after 2 months of MIA. Enjoy your weekend! tk.